In my recent intensive 5 years searching for a way out, i have come across many many in person whom i have known that have generally exuded distaste when conversing on this subject.
Often times i receive slander for my efforts, or hard-capped reasons for my foolishness to oppose the State, or well-argued observations of the paper-system having no effect on the free man or woman in the end. All of this i take in stride as there’s much to learn from everything. However in my observations when dealing with truthers who have gone down this road, whether partially, mentally (as a mental fantasy), or even physically, there are not many who stick with it. Many i have seen go back on their word and principles, due to overbaring hardship and fear of death.
I have had many friends in the end revert back to their civilian selves, bringing personal reasons to the table in the guise of noble ideals; ideals of self-preservation, of duty, of love, of spiritual reasons, of victimhood, of having a great disadvantage that cannot be further risked. Many of these reasons are nothing but a projection of their personal fears stemming from confronting this overwhelming truth: that we are born enslaved and the odds of attaining freedom are stacked so hard against us, that it’s impossible to break free…so why bother?
Our minds have been so shattered, our spirits so beaten that even when we learn about the truth of our life in the system, we conjure illusions to sooth our aching souls.
People have been broken down so bad they do not realize just how deep the poison goes, so much so that they convince themselves otherwise. I have had friends turn from me, betray me, leave me pennyless, homeless, surrounded by enemies of the State due to my ideals and pursuits. I am not surprised if it will happen to me again in the future. At first i was angry at this, but coming to terms with the condition of the modern human psyche, i can understand where it comes from.
A caution to you reader: if you wish to walk this road, you cannot be selfish. This is entirely a moral issue and not for the faint of heart. If you have stake in this system by any degree, if you have a love for the nice life, if you fear death you are not prepared for this road. You truly are not prepared. Better you stay in the system, the new system, and carve out a piece of the world to yourself. But know this: time runs short and you must choose.
The life of a slave is comfortable but you will never know or achieve freedom; you may convince yourselves with reasons and ideals, you may find solace from your daily routine, or solace in knowing where your next meal will come from, when your next paycheck will arrive, that you can engage with society and not be alone or seen as an alien, but deep down you search your feelings and you know the truth within the confines of that quiet desperation. You know.
One conversation i have had with someone in the last couple months is how they know about the new world system, the dangers, the life that it will be, yet they cannot deny their purpose in this world…to make babies. I argued that is not one’s purpose…that it may be the body’s biological purpose, but not yours. This is just one of many deeply ingrained programming we have suffered, a parasitical symbiotic conflict that ultimately clouds clarity. There are many shades of such expressions, all grounded on fear.
Life outside the system is not comfortable, but you will never again be a slave. In those quiet moments through the night, you will thank whatever Gods out there for your indomitable soul, though the road is long and filled with treachery.
Remember, we didn’t bring the trouble, they did.
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